It's my life

I know I always blame you when things go wrong. But the truth is, I’m not perfect, and I know I am not. But admitting I am wrong or that there is something wrong, makes me feel weak. And if I become weak then that means I’m vulnerable and vulnerability means heartbreak. And in my honesty here, I’ve let the space between us grow the passed few weeks, I pushed you away. But now, more than ever, I’ve never felt more close to you. Or more in love with you, or more sure you are the one for me. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I love you With Everything No Matter What

I love love and everything about it. I love my man, my family and my friends. Sometimes love feels good and sometimes love hurts, but love is always there. I miss you daddy, and I love you, I wish you were here, this is the love that hurts. But I’ll take the pain kind of love over not loving at all.

God gave us the gift of love. So thank you God!

I lack creativity broski now get my nutella!

Life is too exhausting for me to always post, but when I write I feel so much better emotionally. Recently I have been so knocked out and tired that I haven’t even logged in! But I need to start at least posting something once a week. I think that if I use this as a journal and get everything going through my mind at the end of the week it will start to help…. For now I’m just gonna go to bed because I have work in the morning…. Plus, since I don’t post that much, I’m still pretty unsure of the whole posting stuff thing.